tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-59309047855491238222011-08-17T08:28:02.143+02:00mazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06908404656045616678noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5930904785549123822.post-16187817062389888522008-06-07T11:06:00.003+02:002008-06-24T10:54:03.724+02:00This morning I read that blessing means: Let it go. If I bless someone I let him go into the hands of god. Now I know: THAT'S FREEDOM! I know why I have freedom and peace in my situation, yet. When I had to choice to let someone go his way I blessed this person in all my pray. So I put gods way above my will. That was the best I could do for this person. I didn't manipulate and obligate. Thanks to god that he wrote this in my heart. Pray, bless and praise. He bless this. I have freedom and peace in my heart. The friendship was upgraded to another level. Now it's easy. Not complicated as before it was. And it was really heavy - but I didn't want it.<br /><br /><br />Hey god, you're awesome! You're the best what happened in my life! I only can sing, pray and dance of the greatness of your name!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5930904785549123822-1618781706238988852?l=realmaze-eng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06908404656045616678noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5930904785549123822.post-64441561283246138202008-06-07T08:04:00.000+02:002008-06-10T11:31:31.687+02:00Since I said that I do not want a girlfriend until a year is over I made some steps which are very good for me. I told god, that the relationship between me and him is very important for me and I will use this time to work on it. That's the cause' I don't want a girlfriend for this time. And God's still working on it. Often I walk small steps. But sometimes the steps I walk are heavy and I realize that my character is movin' 180 degrees. Here an overview: the first time God cut the way in lessons. The transitions were floating.<br /><br />The first thing was importunateness. He showed me what I did wrong and where are the stones on my way I fell. I looked for a mentor. I want to put things out of my way and my life. I don't get one mentor - I get 2. They build a team. It was beyond my imagination. But it's very good.<br /><br />The next lesson was "freedom". What does freedom mean? What is freedom? I found out freedom is not free of boundaries.<br /><br />The next step was to trust in god. He gave me the serenity to leave things behind me and to let s.o. go. I had to learn this. I learned to get gifts and to give them back into god's hand. I was free to be glad about this and to pray him for this what he did. Shortly: I learned to love god and to give him praise. Every day.<br /><br />So I can say: god is really powerful! I don't want to explain details but he shows me that I get s.th back when I invest myself in god - to trust in god. He shows me his love every day.<br /><br />At last one thing: That I do not want a girlfriend since 1 year is over is not because I do not want a girlfriend - it's a homage to god. I want that he controls my life and so I gave him the possibility to do this in this section of my life when I say: I do not pay any attention on it. So this is not limited to a year. My opinion is that I want that god do s.th. at this point of time which he has chosen at the right point of time. He will lead.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5930904785549123822-6444156128324613820?l=realmaze-eng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06908404656045616678noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5930904785549123822.post-33467659204387634682008-05-13T14:29:00.005+02:002008-05-13T21:51:08.607+02:00Saturday we made BBQ at the Isar in Munich. We were not alone... You can see it at the pictures. but it was very funny. We filled a plastic bowl with stones and made a flambeau with a stick and the wax from a candle. You can keep girls busy for hours with that *smile* More pictures you can find at <a href="http://bekiffteratte.wordpress.com/">Ani's</a> <a href="http://bekiffteratte.wordpress.com/2008/05/11/feuer/">blogposting</a>...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCigUtoC6LI/AAAAAAAAAVY/jN9x4R5Bdno/s1600-h/DSC01125.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCigUtoC6LI/AAAAAAAAAVY/jN9x4R5Bdno/s400/DSC01125.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199582047504623794" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCifhdoC6GI/AAAAAAAAAUw/UiJ0dOhdoNs/s1600-h/DSC01120.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCifhdoC6GI/AAAAAAAAAUw/UiJ0dOhdoNs/s400/DSC01120.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199581167036328034" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCifh9oC6HI/AAAAAAAAAU4/Bc2cmKSGCHg/s1600-h/DSC01121.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCifh9oC6HI/AAAAAAAAAU4/Bc2cmKSGCHg/s400/DSC01121.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199581175626262642" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCifiNoC6II/AAAAAAAAAVA/QaReHT2TyTI/s1600-h/DSC01122.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCifiNoC6II/AAAAAAAAAVA/QaReHT2TyTI/s400/DSC01122.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199581179921229954" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCiektoC6DI/AAAAAAAAAUY/OB7vNGQAwLs/s1600-h/DSC01117.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCiektoC6DI/AAAAAAAAAUY/OB7vNGQAwLs/s400/DSC01117.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199580123359275058" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCieltoC6EI/AAAAAAAAAUg/a4ywl_-CRRk/s1600-h/DSC01118.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCieltoC6EI/AAAAAAAAAUg/a4ywl_-CRRk/s400/DSC01118.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199580140539144258" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCiel9oC6FI/AAAAAAAAAUo/yuBA-lC_uxY/s1600-h/DSC01119.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SCiel9oC6FI/AAAAAAAAAUo/yuBA-lC_uxY/s400/DSC01119.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5199580144834111570" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5930904785549123822-3346765920438763468?l=realmaze-eng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06908404656045616678noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5930904785549123822.post-45652714743342362822008-05-10T10:59:00.005+02:002008-05-10T15:31:19.708+02:00It is so amazing!<br /><br />I have a friend. The friendship was very easy. Not complicated and without any worries. I met her often at the weekend with other friends and her sister. We played games and talked. It was very amazing. I feeled comfortable about the friendship.<br /><br />One day I told to god, that I give him the next year. I don't want a girl friend at this time. I want to concentrate me to relationship between me an god. I don't want to have stress or troubles in the relationship between me and god. I want to take it easily.<br /><br />Later, the person asked me, if we meet us to often and what I mean. After that I was thinking about the situation and if we meet us rarely.<br /><br />At one time when I phoned with her, I've got the point: I have it given to god, I don't must thinking. I don't have to pay attention to the thing: What do I think, what do she think, to do she feel or what do I feel. I gave it god. I gave him the year so I don't have to pay attention to the relationship with god. This makes free! That's the really freedom! It is so amazing, 'caus I don't must thinking. When I meet her, it's OK, when I don't meet her, it's OK. I'm free to say: Today we meet us and play games and talking and the other day I don't meet me with her. So I'm not a slave. And this is so amazing. :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5930904785549123822-4565271474334236282?l=realmaze-eng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06908404656045616678noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5930904785549123822.post-18106767461794796742008-05-01T15:06:00.000+02:002008-05-13T15:09:05.152+02:00Here some pictures :)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SBoJIphCdNI/AAAAAAAAAT0/v7lfv-kyXTs/s1600-h/IMG_0359%5B1%5D.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SBoJIphCdNI/AAAAAAAAAT0/v7lfv-kyXTs/s400/IMG_0359%5B1%5D.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5195475164313318610" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SBoIE5hCdJI/AAAAAAAAATU/p0YN0tWO5s4/s1600-h/IMG_0356%5B1%5D.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SBoIE5hCdJI/AAAAAAAAATU/p0YN0tWO5s4/s400/IMG_0356%5B1%5D.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5195474000377181330" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SBoIFZhCdKI/AAAAAAAAATc/mjwRqdaqKpY/s1600-h/IMG_0357%5B1%5D.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SBoIFZhCdKI/AAAAAAAAATc/mjwRqdaqKpY/s400/IMG_0357%5B1%5D.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5195474008967115938" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SBoIFphCdLI/AAAAAAAAATk/JeJb098EOcM/s1600-h/IMG_0358%5B1%5D.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pvjrCRJUzu4/SBoIFphCdLI/AAAAAAAAATk/JeJb098EOcM/s400/IMG_0358%5B1%5D.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5195474013262083250" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5930904785549123822-1810676746179479674?l=realmaze-eng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06908404656045616678noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5930904785549123822.post-17476678274831909272008-04-09T18:39:00.000+02:002008-05-13T15:15:36.426+02:00<a href="http://www.duboislc.net/images/footstep.gif"><img style="margin: 0px 0px 10px 10px; float: right; width: 204px;" alt="" src="http://www.duboislc.net/images/footstep.gif" border="0" height="158" /></a> <span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">Oh God, You are my God<br /></span><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And I will ever praise You</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">I will seek You in the morning</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And I will learn to walk in Your ways</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And Step by step You'll lead me</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And I will follow You all of my days</span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">Oh God, You are my God</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And I will ever praise You</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">I will seek You in the morning</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And I will learn to walk in Your ways</span></div><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And Step by step You'll lead me</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And I will follow You all of my days</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And I will follow You all of my days</span></div><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">Halleujah!</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">Halleujah!</span></div><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">We honor you Lord Jesus </span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And forever we will sing</span></div><br /><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">Hallelujah!</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">For you alone are worthy</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">And forever we will sing</span></div><div><span style="color: rgb(153, 102, 51);">Hallelujah!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5930904785549123822-1747667827483190927?l=realmaze-eng.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>mazehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06908404656045616678noreply@blogger.com0