maze the real

Since I said that I do not want a girlfriend until a year is over I made some steps which are very good for me. I told god, that the relationship between me and him is very important for me and I will use this time to work on it. That's the cause' I don't want a girlfriend for this time. And God's still working on it. Often I walk small steps. But sometimes the steps I walk are heavy and I realize that my character is movin' 180 degrees. Here an overview: the first time God cut the way in lessons. The transitions were floating.

The first thing was importunateness. He showed me what I did wrong and where are the stones on my way I fell. I looked for a mentor. I want to put things out of my way and my life. I don't get one mentor - I get 2. They build a team. It was beyond my imagination. But it's very good.

The next lesson was "freedom". What does freedom mean? What is freedom? I found out freedom is not free of boundaries.

The next step was to trust in god. He gave me the serenity to leave things behind me and to let s.o. go. I had to learn this. I learned to get gifts and to give them back into god's hand. I was free to be glad about this and to pray him for this what he did. Shortly: I learned to love god and to give him praise. Every day.

So I can say: god is really powerful! I don't want to explain details but he shows me that I get s.th back when I invest myself in god - to trust in god. He shows me his love every day.

At last one thing: That I do not want a girlfriend since 1 year is over is not because I do not want a girlfriend - it's a homage to god. I want that he controls my life and so I gave him the possibility to do this in this section of my life when I say: I do not pay any attention on it. So this is not limited to a year. My opinion is that I want that god do s.th. at this point of time which he has chosen at the right point of time. He will lead.

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